I AM AWARE OF HIM

I AWOKE THIS MORNING SINGING; IM UNAWARE OF MY SIN, UNAWARE OF MY SHAME, NOTHING ELES MATTERS HERE, BUT GLORIFYING YOUR NAME.
UNAWARE OF EVERYTHING, KNOWING YOUR AWARE OF ME.

(SUCH A AWESOME SONG)

WHAT AM I UNAWARE OF, AND WHAT AM I AWARE OF? THAT IS THE QUESTION!
AM I AWARE OF HIS GREAT LOVE FOR ME?
AM I AWARE OF HIS GREAT LOVE FOR ALL HIS CHILDREN?
AM I AWARE OF HIM?
HE IS AWARE OF ME!!

MY QUESTIONS HAD JUST BEGUN!

HE SAID, HOW WOULD YOU LOVE A CHILD IF THEY WERE BORN DEAF?
WOULD YOU STILL LOVE THEM, AND CARE FOR THEM?
OR WOULD YOU JUST SEND THEM AWAY?
WOULD YOU NOT STILL TEACH THEM TO TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES.
HOW WOULD YOU TEACH THEM?

I SAID, BY SIGN LANGUAGE I SUPPOSE.
WHAT IS SIGN LANGUAGE?, HE SAID
THEY ARE SIGNS THAT YOU SEE WITH YOUR EYES.
YES, HE SAID, YOU WOULD TEACH THEM BY SIGHT!
THEY WOULD HAVE TO LEARN BY WHAT THEY SEE!
THEIR UNDERSTANDING WOULD COME BY WHAT YOU SHOW THEM WITH THEIR EYES.

DO YOU STILL LOVE YOUR DEAF CHILD?  SO DO I !! HE SAID DO YOU STILL TEACH YOUR DEAF CHILD, OR DO YOU PUNISH THEM BECAUSE THEY CANT HEAR?  NO, NO, NO!! NEITHER DO I !!

HOW IMPORTANT IS IT TO YOU, TO TEACH YOUR CHILD HOW TO LIVE AND SURVIVE IN THIS LIFE?  I AM NO DIFFERENT, EXCEPT MY LOVE IS MUCH GREATER THAN YOUR OWN!!

HOW IMPORTANT DO YOU THINK IT IS TO ME?

OKAY, LETS GO ONE MORE STEP....

IF YOU HAD A CHILD THAT WAS BOTH DEAF, AND BLIND. HOW WOULD YOU TEACH THEM?

BY BRAILLE, I SAID.
SO TELL ME WHAT IS BRAILLE?
TEACHING THEM TO SEE, AND HEAR BY TOUCH , I SAID. 

LIFE FOR MY CHILDREN BEGINS RIGHT HERE.    THINK BACK MY CHILD, BACK BEFORE YOU KNEW ME, OR COULD SEE ME.  ALL YOU KNEW THEN WAS MY TOUCH, IT WAS EVIDENT TO YOU.  MY TOUCH WAS DRAWING YOU EVEN THEN.
JUST AS A NEW BORN BABY KNOWS NOTHING EXCEPT MOMMAS TOUCH!
I LOVE ALL MY CHILDREN, YES, EVEN THOSE WHO CANNOT SEE OR HEAR ME!
BUT MY LOVE MUST BEGIN WITH MY TOUCH.

AND IT MUST BEGIN WITH AND IN YOU!!

YOU ARE MY HANDS AND FEET, YOU MUST LEAD THEM TO ME.  YOU MUST SHOW THEM THE WAY, YOU MUST TELL THEM THE TRUTH!!  AND SHOW THEM, MY TOUCH, THROUGH YOU!

I AM TRUE LOVE!! THEY NEED TO SEE ME IN YOU!!
I HAVE GIVEN YOU MY LOVE, MY LIFE, MY ALL!!
NOW FREELY, YOU MUST GIVE ME AWAY!
FOR I AM, THAT I AM, TO AND FOR ALL!!
I AM AWARE OF YOU, AT ALL TIMES.

BE AWARE OF ME, BE AWARE OF MY GREAT LOVE FOR YOU.

THAT IS FREE.  THAT IS ME!!

I AM YOUR EVERYTHING, YOUR EVERY JOT AND TITTLE.
YOUR EVERY SIGN OF LOVE THAT YOU SEE!
I AM THE TOUCH THAT DRAWS ALL MAN TO ME.
FROM ME, TO YOU, FOR YOU, AND THEN THROUGH YOU!

MY LOVE YOU WILL FOREVER BE, FOR ME!